Received your letter dated 1/10 and understood the contents.
“You take his name with (deep) devotion, (and) he takes all your worries. Eka (Sant Eknath, Disciple of) Janardan (says) It (Bhog -sufferings) is all due to fate, and it gets destroyed with the blessings of Hari.”
Read this Abhang (verse) of Shree Sant Eknath Maharaj and think over it.
One has to do all possible labour for the needs of the stomach (living). You recited ‘Shree Gajanan Vijay’ book. It’s very good thing.
Read 21 Doha (verses) of ‘Hanuman Vijay’ every day. Hanuman Vijay (victory) may come when it has to come. While doing Sadhana, you will automatically have the benefit of Pranayama and Kewal Kumbhaka.
As per sadhana and samskars of previous births, Sant Mahatma (Saints) and God / Godesses sometimes guide the living beings for the purpose of purification of their conscious and uplifting them in spiritual life by appearing (giving darshan) in their dreams. You get (such) darshans, it is a good thing.
After taking good care of your occupation, continue your Sadhana as much as possible. It will please God. God only wants purity of devotion and purity of purpose. Purity of mind is necessary.
Namaskar to your mother and brother.